Thursday, May 24, 2007

Interesting BBC article

"This World: Mystery Flights" pieces together the jigsaw of "extraordinary rendition", the alleged illegal CIA transfer of terror suspects to secret prisons in Europe.
In far eastern Poland in 2002 and 2003 strange planes landed on an old disused runway in a secluded forest - nine times.
The airport was closed but Mariola Przewlocka, the airport facilities manager, was told to accept the planes or "heads would roll".
Airport staff were told to stay away while the passengers were unloaded out of sight. Mini-vans with blacked-out windows drove them away to a former Soviet military intelligence base, where it is believed the CIA has its own zone.
Was Poland a staging point in the network of secret prisons established by the United States in their "extraordinary rendition" programme? Did these mystery flights bring al-Qaeda suspects to Poland?
"It didn't occur to anyone then that it might have something to do with transporting prisoners," says Mariola Przewlocka. "All the rigmarole surrounding the flights - now I think it may have been possible."
"Extraordinary rendition" is the CIA term for taking prisoners abroad for interrogation, a policy the US administration defends as a necessary tool in the "war on terror".
It denies that prisoners are taken to be tortured.
But it offers no explanation for transporting them around the world to countries that are known to use torture, such as Uzbekistan, Morocco, Egypt and Syria.

Binyam Mohammed, a British resident from Ethiopia was "rendered" to Morocco in a Gulfstream N379P after he was arrested in Pakistan.
He says he was tortured there until he agreed to sign a statement his captors had prepared. The statement said that he was a member of al-Qaeda; that he had met Osama bin Laden and that he was part of a plot to explode a radioactive bomb in America.
His lawyer Clive Stafford Smith believes US denials on torture cannot be true.
"He was taken by the Americans to Morocco," he said. "He's not Moroccan so there's only one purpose and that's for him to go through a little bit of extraordinary interrogation."
Another rendition flight - this time a Boeing 737 - which stopped in Mallorca on its way to Afghanistan, was photographed by plane-spotters.
When human rights organisations, journalists, lawyers and plane-spotters compared notes, and when the dates were matched with flight logs and other prisoners' testimonies, the extent of the rendition programme began to be revealed.
It is alleged that the CIA flew their planes to 29 different countries and that there were 300 CIA landings in Europe alone, 80 in Britain.
How many prisoners were rendered is still not known. Nor is it known whether many were subjected to torture.
Damaging
European governments continue to deny they were involved.
Joseph Manchado, the plane-spotter who photographed the Boeing in Mallorca, is sceptical.
"I think the Spanish authorities knew that there were flights from Palma to Guantanamo. Clearly businessmen don't fly to Guantanamo. I don't suppose the authorities investigated - they just prefer to keep quiet and turn a blind eye to what was going on right under their noses".
Few people in America or Europe have cried for the fate of these Muslim men who may or may not be guilty, but who have never been tried or given a chance to defend themselves in court.
Some will think they deserve no mercy, in revenge for al-Qaeda's crimes committed in their religion's name.
But the former head of the CIA in Europe Tyler Drumheller admits the policy has been damaging. In an exclusive interview with the BBC he says: "It's a mess, and it's going to get worse. A lot of things were done after 9/11 that are going to be looked at for years to come. There are going to be commissions, inquiries, court cases."
Mr Drumheller was head of clandestine operations between 2001 and his resignation in 2005.
He cannot speak of the secret prisons, for fear of prosecution himself, but he believes the buck stops with the US President.
By September 2006, the White House was forced to admit that "a small number of suspected terrorist leaders and operatives captured during the war had been held and questioned outside the United States in a separate programme operated by the Central Intelligence Agency".
But the president would not say where detainees had been held, or divulge details of their confinement.
Slowly Europe's democracies are cranking into action in a belated attempt to hold their own governments to account.
In Italy, a former chief of military intelligence is in court. Warrants are out for the arrest of CIA agents formerly based there and the government is being accused of a cover-up.
The former President of Poland, Aleksander Kwasniewski, and the former Polish Defence Minister, Radoslaw Sirkorski, have denied that Poland and the military airbase in question were involved.
The UK Government has said it does not know and has no way of finding out who was aboard the 80 CIA flights that landed on British soil.




ANTI- RENDITION ACTION
Germany: Parliamentary investigation; arrest warrants issued by Munich court for 13 suspected CIA agents
Italy: Judge to decide on whether to try suspects in case of kidnapped imam
Portugal: Investigation opened in January by public prosecutor
Romania: Parliamentary investigation into secret prison claims
Spain: Judge investigating whether CIA flight stopovers violated human rights law
Switzerland: Criminal probe into use of Swiss airspace to fly kidnapped imam from Italy to Germany

Monday, April 30, 2007

Beltane


The Beltane Fire Festival is held every year during the night of April 30th on Calton Hill in Edinburgh.

An audience of around 15 thousand people come to share the spectacular procession. It has become famous for its intensity and colour. The event has become a feature on the Edinburgh calendar since it was first organised in the mid 1980s." http://www.beltane.org/

Beltane, also known as May Day, it is meant to celebrate the height of Spring and of new life.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Sunday

"I am writing on a Sunday, the morning far advanced, on a day full of soft light in which, above the rooftops of the interrupted city, the blue of the always brand new sky closes the mysterious existence of stars into oblivion.


In me it is also Sunday...My heart is also going to church, located it doesn't know where. It wears a child's velvet suit, and it's face, made rosy by first impressions, smiles without sad eyes above the collar that's too big."

-Pessoa


Sunday's are meant for simple things. Family & friends. Sleeping late & lamenting over fresh coffee. Keep the blinds down if the sunlight displeases you or venture out & take a long, winding, stroll through the neighbourhood, any neighbourhood. Go to church, say a prayer or just laugh with a good friend.

Do whatever inspires your soul to life. Because Sundays are for the soul.

Monday, April 16, 2007

Photo of the week...


Sping is Sprung

Being back from vacation not only means getting back to the 9-5 but also the gym. A week without the gym & eating whatever I feel like has definitely taken its toll. Not just on my body but on my sleep habits, my energy level & just the way I generally feel about myself. I can't wait to get back into the routine.

I have 5 weeks left here in Banff. And I simply refuse to go home with any extra winter pounds. I won't do it. I have this little summer dress that I love. But at the moment, it doesn't love me. I have 5 weeks. That dress is my new goal.

Spring is always a great time to refocus. At least that's what I've always found. I know most people make their new year resolutions in January. But for me mid-winter is no time for fresh starts. Spring is when it all happens. You can get out, breath in the fresh air & watch the world around you renew itself. Nature is inspiring that way. Spring has a contagious energy like no other time of the year.

5 weeks! I'm going to look great in that dress.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Nassau

Well, vacation is over. I'm back to the old grind & not too happy about it either. The cruise was fun. It was so great to see my friends & get to hang out with them for a few days. I don't think I realized how lonely I've been here in Banff. It was actually too short. I didn't want to leave. But now back to reality.

On the bright side, going on this cruise made me realize how much I really do miss it. I miss the people, the busy-ness of the days & of course, the sunshine. When I left the Spirit, I was so exhausted that I never thought I would ever go back. But a year later, rested & getting restless, I'm excited to get back.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Hmmm....

"You could be dead by evening."

-Proust

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Going, Going, Gone.....soon


Well, I did it. I gave my notice & will be leaving Banff the end of May. Where will I go? What will I do? Your guess is as good as mine. I may even find myself washed out to sea again, just for a little while. (all those ex-starboarders, don't disown me just yet, I haven't decided anything).

Speaking of sea, I'm going on a cruise next week. It can't come soon enough! I know that I just gave notice so I probably shouldn't be going on vacation. But if I don't get away for awhile, then forget May, I'll have to leave tomorrow.

I think it'll be cool to cruise. It might feel a little weird being on the other end of it for once. But my friends are there & that's all I care about. I need to have some fun, laugh til it hurts, absorb some vitamin D, maybe get a little drunk. It's been a longggggg, cold winter. I can't wait to see Gayle, we always have so much fun together.

I'll post some pics when I get back.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Women Worth Mentioning

Juana de Pargament speaks boldly, passionately, and without stopping. This indomitable 90- year-old marches around the Plaza de Mayo in Buenos Aires at 3:30 PM every Thursday, arm-in-arm with other mothers.
Juana is a founder of the Mothers of the Plaza de Mayo, women who protested their children’s disappearances during Argentina’s brutal military dictatorship, the so-called “dirty war,” from 1976- 1983. She has been marching for 27 years


The Mothers of the Plaza de Mayo began the fight as a group of 14 on April 30, 1977. After former president Isabel Peron declared a state of siege. Under the “Doctrine of National Security,” fighting communism and upholding Christianity were trademarks of a regime based on censorship and persecution of sub- versives.

Dazed by a sudden surge in the kidnappings, which had begun as early as 1971, the Mothers banded together to demand information. When General Jorge Rafael Videla refused to meet with them, former President Azucena Villaflor suggested they assemble in the plaza facing the Casa Rosada—the presidential palace.
The middle-aged and older women, most of whom had never been politically active before, suddenly faced snarling dogs, police brutality, and death threats, which continue today.

According to Bonafini’s account in the History of the Mothers of the Plaza de Mayo, the women were condemned as mothers of “terrorists.” Several original Mothers, including Villaflor, disappeared. In 1979 they resorted to secret church meetings for fear of harshening repercussions. “Our children were militants, they knew about all this, but we didn’t. We were still working in our kitchens,” says Juana. “We went into the streets to look for them. We knocked on every door. Everything was, ‘No. We haven’t seen them, we don’t know them, we don’t recognize them.’”

The Mothers eventually discovered that their children were held in 340 secret detention centers where they were tortured, killed, and sometimes thrown into the ocean

Juana says lawyers, doctors, and psychologists participated in the systematic torture, with doctors determining how much prisoners could withstand each day without dying. The Mothers have also accused Pepsi, Coca-Cola, and the sugar refinery Ledesma of lending trucks for kidnappings.

Juana and the other Mothers agitated internationally, eventually provoking criticism of Argentina by journalists, human rights organizations, and the United Nations— earning a UNESCO Prize for Peace Education in 1999 and inspiring women’s groups from Holland to Guatemala. However, even as they were promised help, State Department officials maintained covert business relationships with the military. In fact, many military officials had been trained in U.S. military academies to fight the spread of “communism.”

“We believed they were listening with love and understanding. But it was not true,” Juana jabs the air for emphasis. “Carter tricked us, they all did.”

During Operation Condor—the code name for the secret regional South American plan to share intelligence on suspected Marxists—the Mothers received no support from the Chilean military government and activists were detained in Brazil and Uruguay as they tried to escape. The Mothers also received little aid from the Catholic Church, even though nuns and priests also disappeared. “Of the 80 bishops, only four understood us,” says Juana. “The rest supported the military, like the pope.” According to Juana, former papal envoy Pio Laghi entered concentration camps and signed death sentences. “He kicked the kids that were being tortured and said, ‘Tell them everything you know and you will be saved.’ And they still weren’t saved.”
Juana, who is Jewish, claims about 2,000 Jews were among the disappeared, with Jewish prisoners receiving “double the torture.” They were made to walk on all fours and paint their bodies with swastikas, as Nazi music blared. When the Mothers asked the Israeli embassy to save the Jewish disappeared, the Mothers were told Israel didn’t want them either because they were revolutionaries.

After the transfer to democracy in 1983, the Mothers met with new President Raúl Alfonsín, but found him unresponsive. He formed the National Commission on the Disappeared (CONADEP), which released explosive details of military repression, but found only 9,000 disappeared. The Mothers estimate at least 30,000

Even as they continue to agitate, the Mothers have also moved into a new role—teachers. Visitors often use them as a primary resource to understand a past Argentines are loath to discuss. The Mothers have written several histories, profiles of the disappeared, and a monthly newspaper. Their headquarters houses a revolutionary bookstore, cafe, and library. In 2000, they began the Popular University of the Mothers of the Plaza de Mayo, offering an activist education unavailable in mainstream schools.


Juana thinks young activists should immerse themselves in history, but steer clear of violent conflict. “Save the country with concepts, with feelings, with morality, not with the savagery of the military,” she says. “We fight so new leaders are born to govern with honesty and love. When we don’t live anymore, we want people to remember our example and what happened in this country that made us give our lives to change it once and for all.”

Amanda Schoenberg has worked as a reporter for The Tico Times, in San Jose, Costa Rica.

The mastermind behind EVERYTHING


Perhaps I'm just a cynic. Maybe I've lost faith in our politicians & leaders. I see everyone as nothing more than unapologetic spin doctors. So maybe it's just me...but doesn't it all seem a little suspicious? Isn't this scape goat a tad bit obvious? I'm not saying that Khalid Sheik Mohammad is as pure as the freshly driven snow. Not at all. I'm sure he may have aided in & done some horrendous things. But everything??? This one man is responsible for every terrorist attack & terrorist plot for the past decade?

This man has been in US custody, in secret US prisons, in countries that not only allow torture but blatantly defend their medieval techniques, for 4 years. All of a sudden he confesses to EVERYTHING? Really? He confesses to everything after 4 years of confinement & treatment that doesn't just bend but breaks the Geneva convention into pieces, without the assistance of an attorney or any legal aid. Then his confession is read, not by himself but a US Colonel, during a SECRET trial in Cuba. And when asked if his confession was given under torture his answer is blacked out by CIA for "National Security". Actually the majority of the transcript that was made public is blackened out. Now they say that Khalid's allegations of torture will be reported & investigated... What? Didn't the US colonel just claim that Khalid himself said that his confession was not given under any pressure? So if there was no pressure what torture will they investigate?
Isn't it also a coincidence how this all takes place at the same time that more Americans are against the war then ever before, the Democrats are looking strong for the next election & Bush's popularity is in the hole? What a stroke of luck for the Republicans & for Bush himself. Now they have a confession & a man they can hold up & say "see, it's working," "The war, the torture, the military funding, is all worth while." "And if you want to continue to feel secure you have to vote for us again next election."

I don't want to come off as an "anti-American", "anti-troops", "pro-terrorist" or any other label the SHEEP give to anyone with an opinion of their own. The US got this all wrong. After 9/11 the US had the world united behind them. Now, after Iraq & all the moral & legal fumbling. We have the allies split & fighting with each other, & enemies who have never before been so united.

The US needs to wake up, accept their part in this conflict, stop giving ultimatums, & come up with an end game. Which has to include some form of peaceful negotiation. I know, "we don't negotiate with terrorist." Well you can't kill them all either.

Monday, March 12, 2007

A Noise in the Attic


Manacles of Faith
Bind & sedate
Confining me to illusions of fire
The body is holy
Pure naked vision
Compelling grace from beautiful bone
And fine wine


Expose yourself to imagining
Wail in pleasure
Cause earthquakes
And other natural disasters
Unlock the attic door
Let the Woman go free

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Sunday, March 04, 2007

SOON....

RUT= 'a fixed or established mode of procedure or course in life, usually dull or unpromising. '

And this is exactly where I find myself today. The last place I want to be, yet here I am. WORK-EAT-SLEEP.


My body always seems to know when I'm in a rut before my head. I start to feel tense & anxious. I wake with a scream trapped in my chest. I dream of just running & never having to stop. I search every horizon for a sign, a clue.

I know that everything will change soon enough. Spring is fast approaching & I am making plans to leave Banff in May. I'm just a sucker for instant gratification. Soon is never soon enough.

I think I thrive in chaos. I never seem to be happy unless I'm changing, moving or in the middle of some new shadow of unpredictability.

The things we want take time to build. A lesson I have yet to truly absorb.

Monday, February 19, 2007

Sunday, February 18, 2007

I was Just Thinking of Home

Sea Fever

I must go down to the sea again, to the lonely sea and the sky,

And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by;

And the wheel’s kick and the wind’s song and the white sail’s shaking,

And a grey mist on the sea’s face, and a grey dawn breaking.

I must go down to the seas again, for the call of the running tideIs a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied;

And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying,

And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying.

I must go down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life,

To the gull’s way and the whale’s way where the wind’s like a whetted knife;

And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover,

And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick’s over.

John Masefield, Poet Laureate of England (1930-67).

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Guantanamo Bay- Shame on you!


"My husband was kidnapped over three years ago, and in this period I have not known anything about his whereabouts and how he is keeping (...) Recently I have found out that he has been transferred to Guantánamo. I am very happy that he's alive, but it's a shock because I've heard a lot about what happens there."

Courtesy of http://www.amnesty.org/

Click on the link to read more about Guantanamo Bay detainees, torture, children at Guantanamo, & how you can help.

Well, its about time!

Putin blasts U.S. for 'very dangerous' foreign policies

-Russian President Vladimir Putin has accused the United States of making the world a more dangerous place by trying to impose its will through an "almost uncontained, hyper use of force."-(CBC News)

-"One state, the United States, has overstepped its national borders in every way. This is very dangerous. Nobody feels secure anymore because nobody can hide behind international law," Putin told the annual Munich Conference on Security Policy.-(CBC News)

-"It is a world of one master, one sovereign.… It has nothing to do with democracy," he told the gathering of senior security officials from around the world-(CBC News)

You may not like that he said it, but its true. Democracy is a word the US likes to throw around when it suits their needs.

But if it was an ideal they honestly lived by how could they explain their support of dictators throughout Europe, Asia & Latin America?

Wasn't it just last year that the US refused to recognize Hezbollah as an official government? Even though they were democratically elected by its citizens.

Didn't they also just last year attempt to interfere with the democratic elections of Nicaragua, a country still struggling to recover from a US funded civil war that completely devastated their government, economy & culture. Threatening sanctions, embargoes & even violence if the citizens elected a leader who was not in favor with the white house?

Democracy? That is a concept that is only supported by the US if the outcome is Pro-American & above all, profitable.

I for one applaud Putin for standing up & speaking out. The US has gone virtually unchallenged in it's tyrannical holy war. And if you do happen to have an opinion opposing the war you are labeled Pro- Terror & Anti- Troops. This war that is not even supported by the majority of American citizens has gone on far too long.

More international leaders need to heed his example. They need to make America realize that, contrary to their own PR, they do not own the world.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Anais Nin

"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one direction & not in another, unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present & future mingle & pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations."


I love this quote. I read it whenever I am disappointed with my progress through life. It reminds me that I don't have to be perfect. That mistakes & misjudgements are inevitable. It is the human condition to strive & to fail. On the days when I beat myself up for not having all the answers, I remember that I'm not suppose to. I remember that it is in the asking that we grow.